So I woke up this morning with this weird feeling of doubt and wonder that i am still carrying right now .....I had unusual dreams all night but I can't figure out what caused it , i had a normal work day yesterday and i was emotionally fine all day . then why seven hours of nightmare????
I cried in my sleep ,i figure a lot cause i couldn't open my eyes this morning they hurt so much .
I think it's about time to have a trip home ..back to Tehran for a month or so .May be I just need a break from everything .I haven't been home for almost 4 years...it's getting way too long .
I just don't know ....if i should go home end of July or in December.....I can't put my thoughts together and that's very annoying. Things are getting more and more complicated everyday regardless of how complicated I make it in my mind ....maybe I just need to sleep more ...so I feel better or maybe I should call some friends and hang out with them ..that might make me feel better or go and do my work in the library.....i have no idea and i think i am going insane.... I miss my family so much :'-(
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