third week of spring quarter just ended ,and i have so much to do ..it's not even funny.doing clinical observation , classes plus the research i am trying to figure out , working at Alden ,teaching a lab and all the papers and my readings on the side...just thinking about them makes me feel dizzy .i enjoy doing all of these but when i put them in a week ,it starts to look scary. other than that other things are going better and i hope things either improve more or stay at this stage for a while .
what i am going to be doing in the summer is another great concern ......doing research and working , and taking classes or just going home for a while .....??????
first option is what i did last summer and i loved it and i don't regret doing it , and you know it is needed in order to get done next spring and getting ready to start med school that fall ...i hope ! on the other hand i have not been home for almost three and half yrs now and i would love to go and visit - i miss my family sooooo much :'-( ...but i am not ready for that either .i am not at the stage i want to be yet before i visit them.
on that note i should start looking for a job for the summer, which i have no hope for that in this disaster (economy)!!!!!
things are going better for Adam and I and that's pretty much the only thing that keeps me going right now, because everything else looks crazy and the only time i have peace of mind is when i'm with him so that makes things easier ....thanks baby ! :-*
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